one of the worst things about depression
or whatever this is that’s fucking with my life is the lack of energy.
like why do i feel wiped after vacuuming and dusting downstairs and putting away some dishes and pieces of paper???
i used to be able to clean the house from top to bottom in like 6 hours. now i can’t anymore and it’s soooooo frustrating.
trying to muster up the grit to at leas vacuum the stairs before i call it quits for the night…………
and there’s a whole upstairs still left :/